Is the universe trying to tell me something about my crush? HELP!!!!!?

The guy i had a crush on was at many points a jerk. There was an attraction between us, although he acted like he couldn't stand me and told the other work colleagues that he couldn't stand me, he'd touch my shoulders, the small of my back, walked me home once in the freezing cold, kept gravitating towards me, asking questions, being jealous when i would speak to other guys on the team, kept trying to get my attention, immitating the way i talk and mirroring me, asked me for my facebook details. On the other hand he was a real jerk, turned the team against me, wound me up with immature behaviour, and seemed to find it extremely delicious when others mocked me. Anyway i got taken off the project, and i've left thinking what a . I'm usually a universe signs sort of person and that has worked in my favour for years. Ever since i left his name pops up everywhere, i'm not saying it's an uncommon name but i've never heard it so regularly. People will have children with his name come sit right opposite me, friends will have children that have a crush on someone with his name, i'll read a book one of the characters will have his name, i'll have symbolic dreams in relation to him, he seems to be on my mind consistently, and either his first name or his surname will pop up. A while ago i asked god to send me a man that was pionate about me, would love me, and want to build a future with me. I had been convinced he hated my guts, on that day, from looking at me like i was a martian from a strange planet, having moved to sit away from me, he suddenly became eager to share so much about himself to me on the way home. I know it sounds strange but it felt like he'd been waiting to talk to me, and share all these things with me. What the hell is going on? Were supposed to hate each other, what do these signs mean? What is the universe trying to tell me, if it's trying to tell me anything?